I'm one of those people who wants to find his space in the world. I can see why so many people try to gain fame and notoriety by doing outrageous stunts. Look at the Salahi's, famously known as the White House Crashers. Michaele Salahi used the publicity stunt as her audition to get onto Bravo's "The Real Housewives of D.C." I think crashing a White House party is a a bit much to gain fame, but for most people, notoriety equals opportunities. I want the opportunity to be someone as opposed to being stuck in the same small, hometown. I know a lot of people feel the way I do, and just want to break out. Kelly Clarkson even wrote a song about breaking away.
I know that I have so much to offer the world, but I just need someone to hear me. I watch the celebrities live their lavish lives. I watch Lady Gaga live out her dream, as do her backup dancers. Most of her male dancers are gorgeous male specimens and I envy their lives. I love dance, but of course I'm not professional, nor is it my main passion. Writing is my biggest strength, and I'm convinced that my writing is my ticket to the big time. My future job will involve writing in some way. Also, I have a degree in Journalism, but that's not the only reason I want to write. I want to be that journalist who attends all the industry parties and basically just knows everyone and has this reputation of being a fantastic writer. I want to write those "New York" magazine cover stories, and just be an undisputed success. I also have a crush on two of Gaga's dancers, Cassidy Noblett and Michael Silas.
I've Facebooked both of them. Mike doesn't respond, but Cassidy responds to everything I send him. I don't know why he feels he must, but I don't mind it. However, as much as I'm a fan of Cassidy and Mike's work, I have no desire to be a mere fan. I want to be in the same circles as them. I'll have my own career where I'll cross paths with them. So this is where my mission begins. I want to work for a Lady Gaga dancer. I'm going to set a deadline for this mission, and it's August 2011. By this time, I plan to be working for a Lady Gaga dancer, Cassidy Noblett or Michael Silas. It's going to take a lot of hard work, and I honestly don't know where to start, but anything's possible, right? And so, the mission begins.
